TWO
I will not argue that I was a little bit pissed off for a while
at my drunken subconscious self and what kind of twisted logic he
had had at his command that would lead him to think that a raft
on the world's largest ocean would be the ideal hiding place from
Yakuza hitmen. Indeed, for the first few hours I was absolutely
livid, and found myself jumping around and yelling as much as
basic common sense and the confined dimensions of the raft would
allow. But after a while I found myself settling down, because
it's almost impossible to stay mad when you're surrounded by the
ocean's stark beauty. Also, I hadn't completely recovered from my
trip and every time I stood up it was like someone had let off a
Catherine Wheel directly behind my head.
So for several hours I just sat there, slumped against the mast,
picking splinters off the raft and flicking them at passing
sharks, and allowed myself to become lost in thought. Truth be
told, I was actually starting to feel positive about the
direction my life had taken. Oh sure, maybe I was adrift at sea
with no means of survival or capacity for navigation, but the
same could be said of my life beforehand, albeit in a clumsy
metaphorical way. I had been studying for a bachelor's degree in
aquatic mammal biology to get my parents off my back, and the
only career I'd had in mind involved professional scamming of the
government unemployment benefits scheme. At least now I had a
purpose to my existence, that being to see how much of my boy
scouts survival training I could remember offhand.
First of all, I remembered hearing vaguely somewhere that it was
OK to drink seawater in small increments, so I experimentally
took a few sips from my cupped hands. Seconds later I resolved to
leave this strategy for the last resort, just below drinking my
own blood.
Around the third day I was getting pretty hungry. Fishing was out
of the question, because leaving aside the whole rod aspect I was
being followed by several angry sharks with splinters and they
would no doubt snatch anything I tried to reel in. I tried making
an artful little salad from bits of wood, but it wasn't very
appetising, so I opted to peel off the soles of my shoes and chew
them. I'd heard that shoe leather can offer some nutrients this
way. Of course, I was wearing trainers, but I was hoping if I
didn't think about it too much then my digestive system could be
fooled.
On the fourth day I resolved to try sleeping as much as I could.
There couldn't be many nutrients left in my body, and their was
no point in using them all up messing around with my shoes or
leading the sharks in renditions of Yellow Submarine. So I spent
most of the time after that with my back up against the mast
dozing off to dreamland -
The tentacled king of the ball pool was full of apologies
when I got back. He said he knew there had always been something
weird about the cake shop owner but he could never quite put his
finger on it. Anyway, he asked if I had found my eyes, and I
reported that I evidently had, because I could see for the first
time the tentacled king's magnificent coat. It appeared to be
made from live chinchillas. Each chinchilla was somehow persuaded
to join hands with the chinchillas either side of it and cling to
the head of the chinchilla below with their little feet. They
would also sing an upbeat chinchilla song whenever a bell was
rung. The king insisted on giving me the address of where he
bought his magnificent coat.
When I arrived at the address it turned out the entire chinchilla
coat factory was also made entirely from chinchillas, albeit
packed more tightly. These chinchillas refused to sing, as they
were hard-working serious chinchillas, and seemed quite resentful
of the apparently more higher-born chinchillas and their lovely
singing voices who were permitted to be made into live chinchilla
coats. I did my best to cheer up the angry wall chinchillas but
their hostility was quickly transferred to me as a potential
buyer of coats. I escaped their wrath by boarding a boat made of
chinchillas as it sailed across a river made of chinchillas. The
boat chinchillas I found much more agreeable, and they regaled me
with many interesting sailing stories of chinchilla docks and
chinchilla whores.
It was as we were sailing out onto the wide chinchilla sea that I
noticed how every chinchilla looked exactly like Marlboro, the
chinchilla I had owned as a ten-year-old and which I had put
inside a popcorn machine to see what would happen. Then the boat
ran aground on the biggest chinchilla ever.
My raft ran aground on a big island which bore only rudimentary
similarities to a giant chinchilla, and I lay in the shallows on
a large sandy beach for a few exhausted minutes waiting for some
kind of energy to return to my limbs. The cool splashing of the
ocean around my ears and knotted hanky was very relaxing, but
then an inquisitive crab started investigating my knee and I was
forced to get up and move.
After sucking what nutrients could be acquired from my few weeks'
growth of beard, I was still pretty hungry, so I pursued that
crab for a bit until it suddenly demonstrated a remarkable turn
of speed and escaped into the jungle. At this time I was hesitant
to venture into the greenery, because I wasn't keen on the
possibility of having spiders the size of basketballs drop onto
my face from overhead branches and refuse to let go. So I stayed
on the beach for a while, kicking the nearby trees in the hope of
dislodging a few in-season bananas. This proved especially
futile, because they turned out to be date palms, and all the
dates had apparently been taken by mischievous monkeys long ago.
Hunger pains were moving to the 'excruciating' stage by
mid-morning. After a last-ditch attempt to extract nutrients from
filling my mouth with sand, I decided that, if a big spider the
size of a basketball dropped onto my face and tried to eat it, I
would eat it back and we could turn the whole thing into an
exciting competition. I was quite psyched for the match, but I
needn't have worried. The jungle seemed empty of life, without
even the lonely call of tropical birds to liven the place up. The
trees and assorted foliage weren't even growing particularly
thickly, and there was little shade to keep sunburn out of the
picture. Occasionally I adjusted my knotted hanky, for which I
had become quite grateful. I named it Dave, after someone I had
known at school who had also spent time sitting astride my head
for reasons I am not willing to divulge.
I had been exploring the island jungle for about half an hour and
was about to start climbing trees in search of huge spiders when
I picked up a strange noise on the edge of perception. On the
basis that all sound is caused by movement, and that anything
moving could potentially be digested, I headed towards it,
hopping over low branches and shoving my way through curtains of
leaves. As I grew closer, it became increasingly apparent that it
was a hum. Not a jolly musical hum, or even a hum that might be
associated with a bee, but a flat, monotonous hum that went on
without pause or fluctuation. I wasn't sure what that could mean,
but continued anyway. After all, nothing ventured, die of
malnutrition.
Finally, I squeezed between two curving trees and burst out into
a small clearing, where I found the source of the noise.
It was a vending machine.
The fact that a vending machine, the sort with the little metal
coils, could be found in the middle of a jungle on a desert
island in the middle of the South Pacific wasn't what caused me
to fall to my knees in astonishment. The fact that it was fully
stocked and functional was the bigger contributing factor, as was
the fact, as we tend to notice the small details in times of
stress, that it had three different kinds of McCowan's chew bars,
including the Stinger which has always been a personal favourite.
After getting off my knees and brushing off my ragged trousers, I
decided that I wasn't going to let reality mess around with me.
Mrs. Jim didn't raise no fool, let me assure you. So I
deliberately turned away from the vending machine and all the
Stingers within, and put vending machines out of my mind. If I
was hallucinating, it was obviously taking an image of a vending
machine from my subconscious, probably the one from the leisure
centre I frequently vandalised as a boy, and if I could block
that out of my mind then the vending machine would, of course,
disappear. I envisioned that vending machine, right down to the
missing cells in the LCD display, and then imagined it being
positioned at Ground Zero of a nuclear test. The whole thing was
atomised. I imagined that vending machine getting destroyed so
hard that I probably wouldn't be able to imagine another vending
machine for years.
I turned around and opened my eyes.
The vending machine was still there, Stingers and all. Now, never
let it be said that I am an incredulous man. I'm not the sort of
person who would challenge the existence of an aluminium
swordsman if the aluminium swordsman stood before me and poked me
with his aluminium foil, especially if aluminium swordsmen were
my favourite food and I was on the edge of starvation. So for the
moment I accepted the existence of this vending machine.
Putting aside my hunger for a moment, I followed a cable from the
foot of the machine, and found a power socket mounted in a nearby
tree. The tree was artificial, that much was pretty obvious, as
was - taking a look around - every other tree in the jungle,
their leaves shining with a plasticky glisten. I inspected the
sand beneath my feet, and discovered that it was curiously
uniform and refined, with every grain the exact same size, shape
and colour. It was like a treated sand you buy in huge sacks from
gardening and construction suppliers.
Yes, yes, yes, mystery on mystery, feed me now, went my stomach
petulantly, and I turned my attention to suckling Stinger from
the technological teat. Experimentally I turned out my pockets,
but found nothing even remotely currency-shaped, as I had used
the last of my spare change to annoy sharks two days ago. I toyed
with the idea of going back and looking for it, but I doubted the
sharks would be accommodating. That left me moving on to the
familiar territory of vandalism.
First I tried sticking my arm up into the machine through the
tray at the bottom, but certain mechanisms were in place to
prevent this sort of tomfoolery, and I could do little more than
lightly brush the end of a pack of Refreshers. Hanging subtlety,
I withdrew, picked up a large rock and hurled it at the vending
machine's glass frontage. Apparently the accursed thing had been
designed with this sort of tactic in mind, and not even a scratch
came forth. I considered the irony of being starving while being
only one centimetre of reinforced glass away from all the Monster
Munch a man could ever desire in one sitting, and reflected on
how this situation could very easily be equated with the plight
of many of the world's starving.
I shook my head to dispel this pretentious thought, and somehow
the sudden movement caused an idea to dislodge and attach itself
to a neurone. I recalled a recent incident when Frobisher had
authoritively informed me that it was possible to break a vending
machine favourably by pouring saltwater into the coin slot. This
sounded then and now like a load of old hairy bollocks, but I was
desperate enough to try. Fortunately I knew of a convenient
source of saltwater, and retraced my steps back to the beach.
When I arrived at the shore, I took another look around. Indeed,
the sand still had that curious artificiality about it, and the
trees were still no more genuine than the election promises of an
opposition party, but that was where the falseness seemed to end.
The ocean and sky seemed real, and I was pretty certain that
there was no-one rich enough who gave a toss about me enough to
play this kind of elaborate prank.
Now came the problem of transporting a quantity of seawater to
the vending machine. I experimented with making a little bag out
of the front of my shirt, but if the cheap cotton couldn't
prevent my nipples from being clearly visible in even dim light
then I very much doubted its ability to hold water. My shoes were
my next thought, but then I remembered that I had eaten the
soles. No, it looked like it was going to have to be my mouth. I
knelt down in the wet sand and hoovered up the foul-tasting brine
until my cheeks were inflated to full, then ran back to the
machine.
I froze on the edge of the clearing, because there was someone
already there.
If I had expected to find another person on a desert island - and
I hadn't - then I would have probably envisioned the whole Man
Friday thing. Dark skin, noble bearing, grass skirt, bone through
nose, the usual ensemble. Seeing another white man would have
been surprising, but not outside the realms of possibilities. A
white man wearing a spotless ironed dress shirt and tie and
pinstripe trousers was just absurd. He had a pair of
tortoiseshell plastic-framed spectacles, the sort that never fail
to make a person look like a complete twat, and his shiny black
shoes were completely unsuitable for the sandy environment in
which they were trying to make themselves useful.
The bespectacled man, whose posture indicated extreme
nervousness, was trying unsuccessfully to feed a five pound note
into the paper money slot as it consistently pushed it back out
like a cheeky boy's tongue. He didn't seem to be immediately
threatening, though, so I sidled closer and took up position to
his rear, cheeks still straining from the water, because I was
still English and the English still know how to queue.
After his money had been rejected for the umpteenth time, he hung
his head and sighed. Then I suppose he must have noticed
something out of the corner of his eye. Very, very slowly, like a
person checking to see exactly what kind of filth they have just
stepped in while not really wanting to know, he turned and looked
me up and down. I gave him a cheerful nod and a smile, a single
drop of seawater flying from the corner of my mouth.
Then he started screaming.